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I have the courage to Stand. What now?

Shyness. It's a strange thing.


Everyone's shy u know, in a way. We just aren't sure or too scared too admit it or don't know that we are. it's strange. I always thought I was a shy one. Then at my school, you see all these different kinds of people who are shy.

Take a goth. That one's shy cuz you know they really don't like black, they made that up and they can't fit in so they gotta fit in somewhere. so they go all whacko and end up in this one. An emo's too shy to admit their feelings and they just say they're sad and emotional most of the time; that cuts explanations short and doesn't get people mad at them. And yes, I think it's stupid cuz no one's gonna have sympathy for someone who admits his or her life sucks. So what's the point of being emo? I used to hate those guys, now I just feel sorry for them. Not cuz their lives sucks, but cuz they don't realize how much God had already given them. I have emotin too. and I'm not emo.Then you got other people, preps, nerds, normals, and the popular. Some of these that are shy show it, while others don't. Instead they hide it and let it boil in them, which sucks cuz it can cause expolsions. I've seen people flip out before.

You really gotta admit to urself that ur shy. If not, you stay shy forever. It's like the book, Tuesdays with Morrie: everythings temporary, every emotion. They don't last, cept some. the emotions we don't want seem to cling to us and to get rid of them, we do the instinctive Step Away From Them. Nope, Morrie said that's totally dumb. Stepping away makes things look bigger. We know we fear them, these emotions: love, hate, cuddlines, shyness, loneliness, belittlement. That why we do what Morrie does; We wash ourselves with this hated emotion.

Only then do we realize, it's just an emotion. I hate it anyway. No dumb emotion, go away. Or, I can deal with it. It's nothing to be afraid of.

I've seen it happen before and no...

Alahmdullillah I'm muslim. Ray Bradbury, an author, said, Faith gives the answers to all things. It really does, the doas, the things you read and also, I had a feeling that every single thing I've read had a meaning. It's like Allah wanted to show me it. I had trouble with shyness and it turns out the pages of Tuesdays with Morrie that I read the same night talked about that . Alahmdulillah. Every single thing in life, in earth, in everything... has a purpose. I've started to realise..........................

posted by malaysian mafia @ 6:56 AM